When I am in office I think that I will do this when I go back home. When I reach home then I say the same thing that I will do this when I will go to office. I think I need to control this bad habit of mine not to delay things. I keep delaying things until I reach a stage when I am overloaded with so many tasks that I just break down. That leads to stress and I tend to loose focus.
It is almost 17:00 and I will be going back home now. If I look back then I can recall many things that I have delayed for either tomorrow or for some reason dropped them.
Sometimes delaying things are good because you have only limited number of hours in a day and you cannot finish each and every pending task in a single day, but the problem is there are so many small tasks to do that it gets very difficult to keep track of them and I tend to forget what I was supposed to do.
Yeah I maintain to-do lists but who follows them on a regular basis? Sometimes it feels sick that your life goes around a set of tasks which you have to do on regular basis. Why can't we just live life free from daily chores, or at least live in freedom for few days or may be weeks, but taking a break from daily activities would help? I don't think it will. I think when people say that "take a break! go to Shimla" they actually mean run away. I believe going out of station for a vacation should not be considered as an escape from life. Life goes on and it will always be like this and that's the way it should be.
The key is to move on and keep fighting.
