Weekend was good. Lovely weather. Meeting old college friend during the alumni meet. I came to office on Monday with fresh mind hoping to do something good but yesterday wasn't so good. I don't know what happened to me yesterday, didn't feel like doing anything and nothing seemed to be right. Things aren't much exciting in office either.
I am bored! Highly bored of my job. I waste my time in office. Sometimes I think of changing but my laziness stops me. This is actually a comfortable job. Every morning cab comes to pick me at 7:30AM. I reach office in around 1 hour. After doing some absolutely stupid work I go back home everyday. Nothing is exciting in my day job. That makes me feel sick.
I don't know for how long I will have to live my life like this. I am just hoping that one day all this will change. I wait for weekends when I can do whatever I want. I also wait for time when I am at home so I can do something that makes my feel satisfied. I wish if I could spend more time on my personal venture. 24 hours seem to be less for doing everything. I have to work on Drupal everyday, work on version control, CSS and other things. I am not in best health these days so I have to work out also. I just get only 1 hour in the morning and 2 hours in the evening for doing things that I like. That's only 3 hours! I can't compromise on my sleep, I have to sleep at least 8 hours everyday, else I feel dull.
I need to be more focused on things and people that really matter.
I am waiting for the day when I will wake up and don't have to go to my day-job. Till then struggle continues.
