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I have a bad habit of making stupid excuses. The fact is that I am a lazy person. So today I made a pledge that I will never say “I couldn’t do it because…”. I have been using this sentence too much and it has made me a weak person. There is nothing that can’t be done. If I want to do something then I will do it. So from now onwards “Yes I can I will…” is the new motto in my life. If for some reason I reality couldn’t do it then I will say that “I failed to do it…”. I want my life to be free from excuses.

I have started shouting on a regular basis these days. I loose my temper very easily and I am frustrated most of the time and that too for no good reason. I fail to understand the reason for this strange behavior of mine. I should be happy.

When the computer clock hits 12:30 I press "windows Key" + L to lock my computer, (Oh I love this shortcut) I go to washroom, take plenty of the pinkish liquid soap and clean my hands and then I dry them using at least 4-5 tissue papers and use the hot air blower to give the finishing touches to hand bathing session. I head to the pantry taking the secluded backstairs of our office, there are hardly any people there and I enjoy its loneliness. I daily use those stairs for roaming around in the office. May be I like hiding from people. I am normally the first one to reach the pantry, when I reach there I take the giant oily steel plate and the spoon.

When I am in office I think that I will do this when I go back home. When I reach home then I say the same thing that I will do this when I will go to office. I think I need to control this bad habit of mine not to delay things. I keep delaying things until I reach a stage when I am overloaded with so many tasks that I just break down. That leads to stress and I tend to loose focus.

It is almost 17:00 and I will be going back home now. If I look back then I can recall many things that I have delayed for either tomorrow or for some reason dropped them.

Reached office couple of minutes ago, checked my mails, replied to the comments on my blog, also checked all the unread posts in my google reader. The day has been good till now. I got up early in the morning at 5:00 pm. Exercised for 10 minutes then went for jog. It feels good when you start your day with a good work out. I will try to get up early everyday and continue doing work outs.

Just had lunch, mummy gave sitafal in lunch. I just had it..yuck. Anyways after lunch me, Ajay and Ankit went to the dhabha near our office. We usually go there to have tea. Now a days sun is getting unbearable so we might stop going there in couple of days.

These days I can't think about what to write on my blog. I guess I am short of ideas, so today I am just writing some random thoughts that will come to my mind while writing this post. I think I don't follow any particular blogging pattern, I just write what I feel like writing.

Today is 2nd March and day before yesterday on 28th Feb I made a new month resolution to start working out, I don't have time to go to gym early in the morning,

These are the two photographs of mine taken at the same place but at different times. Lot of things have changed since the last step I took out of this school. I am so glad to see that the primary school hasn't changed much. Apart from LCD screens on the classroom walls and drawings made by little kids, everything else is same.

Chindi chor ( a stuffed toy ), our beloved friend indulged in some out of this world activities. Below are some of the breathless moments captured on camera.

When I was small I used to love the song Aauuaa Aauuaa from the movie Disco Dancer. I realized it much later that the song was inspired from the song by "The Buggles" - Video Killed The Radio Star, when I listened to it I loved it even more than the Hindi version. There is something about this song, no matter how many time I listen to it, I never get bored. Today I heard this song on the radio while coming to the office in the cab. This was the first song that was aired on MTV on 1 August 1981, at 12:10 A.M. Thats just an amazing fact and on February 27, 2000 it also became the millionth video to be aired on MTV!