It is negative thing to say but yes there are many people I know whom I really hate. I can't help it. I have many times to not think about them but it is impossible to not hate them. Feelings of hatred are natural in humans and what can I do not to think about them? I really don't know. I am trying very hard to change this feeling but anyways lets see.
Today was just another average day. I am afraid that I might loose it. The first week of the year started really well and I was very happy about it but since monday this week I am back to my usual stuff. This is not good. I need to stay focused.
I have got some really important things to do and 2012 is going to be a life changing year for me for sure. I am just on the verge of achieving something I was trying for the past 6 years and this…
I worked just for few hours today with good productivity but I still feel the day could have been awesome. Anyways better luck tomorrow. No matter how hard I work I always get this feeling of you can do much better than that feeling. Today in the evening I quickly made a very small Drupal video. So far I have made some good videos but I am not really happy with the quality of it. May be I will get a separate webcam for this purpose. Anyways the day was nice. I am not very happy but satisfied. Initially during the morning time I didn't feel very good but I decided that I will do very small, misc tasks but I will not waste my day. I am glad I completed some small stuff and after finishing that video I felt nice.
I have always been early riser. I got this habit from my school days and I think it is one of the most important very good things in me :) For me if I do not get up on time I consider my day a waste. Seriously. If I can't do the first thing right then how can I expect the rest of the day as good.
There have been many times when I couldn't get up on time. The main reasons for this is lack of motivation or laziness. I usually get up at 4 AM every day and the moment alarm goes off I just get up and stand on my feet. Thats it. Rest of it is easy. Once I am up I never go back to bed.
I wish I could maintain this habit through out the year 365 days. I will try to do that this year!!
Al right the first week of this year ends today. The whole week was good overall and I am really happy that I actually spent time on various productive stuff. Today the day started well and I worked with good dedication till lunch time. Then things just got out of hand and I couldn't do much there after, that ok though.
It rained yesterday night and it is little cold during the day time as well. I wish the sun comes out tomorrow.
Yesterday I didnt do any work. It was my wife's birthday and I spent the whole day roaming around and planning the occassion. Finally I bought a barbeque and made paneer tikka in the evening. It was really fun, the paneer tikkas turned out really well. I know I should have made some non veg item but my wife is vegetarian and on her birthday I just ate what likes. Today I will make mutton kebab. I had bought some precokked kebabs from republic of chicken and I will bbq them today. Can't wait.
It was nice to take a break yesterday after so long. I felt little fresh when I got up this morning. Today there were lot of things pending and I just got little scattered in doing all the tasks. So far the day is just ok if not great. I still need to do lot of things and I know I shouldn't be…
So far I have been blogging everyday this year, except 1st Jan. Today is 4th Jan. Things are going on track and as planned so far. I have set some goals for myself for this year and this time I just have this feeling that I will achieve most of them. I am trying to get more disciplined now and more than anything else I am trying to overcome procrastination, which is the habit of delaying things, mostly things that are either boring or little difficult to do. Last year I did improve a lot in various aspects but delaying things is something I needed to avoid. This year I have not really delayed things yet and I am sure I will not procrastinate in the future too.
I wanted to share my goals in this blog but I prefer to keep it personal. Though I can share some of the new things I am trying…
Yeterday I went to Metro Walk, Rohini with my wife. The first day of the year was good. I got up on my usual wake up time, got ready and started working. Yesterday I made one site live. It is the last website that I made for someone else. So I am glad that there won't be any more client work. I will spend the next 3 months 100% on preparing Drupal training videos. Last year I made some plans for myself and I set some goals. I achieve some of them and I failed in rest. That ok with me. Atleast now I know what wrong things I did. I also made some goals really big that I eventually couldnt achieve. So this year my goals would be easy and small and I will gradually add the difficulty level of my goals. Achieving goals is more important no matter how big or small they are. When you achieve…
Alright so 2011 is almost over now, in just few hours 2012 will come. New Year yeah!! I really don't understand why people celebrate
new year. I have no clue and I really fail to understand. New year doesn't really change anything. It doesn't bring you more money or
some opportunity that will change our life then why do we celebrate new year? It is just another day!! May be it is just human nature
and we all need some reason to celebrate. New year is probably the only event that is celebrated all over the world in almost every
country.
I really never celebrated new year. I will not be celebrating this year. I mean to say that I dont really party on new year eve. May
be when I really feel the need then I will celebrate new year. Not now. Yeah I might sound boring here. Actually I try…
