It is negative thing to say but yes there are many people I know whom I really hate. I can't help it. I have many times to not think about them but it is impossible to not hate them. Feelings of hatred are natural in humans and what can I do not to think about them? I really don't know. I am trying very hard to change this feeling but anyways lets see.
Today was just another average day. I am afraid that I might loose it. The first week of the year started really well and I was very happy about it but since monday this week I am back to my usual stuff. This is not good. I need to stay focused.
I have got some really important things to do and 2012 is going to be a life changing year for me for sure. I am just on the verge of achieving something I was trying for the past 6 years and this…
I worked just for few hours today with good productivity but I still feel the day could have been awesome. Anyways better luck tomorrow. No matter how hard I work I always get this feeling of you can do much better than that feeling. Today in the evening I quickly made a very small Drupal video. So far I have made some good videos but I am not really happy with the quality of it. May be I will get a separate webcam for this purpose. Anyways the day was nice. I am not very happy but satisfied. Initially during the morning time I didn't feel very good but I decided that I will do very small, misc tasks but I will not waste my day. I am glad I completed some small stuff and after finishing that video I felt nice.
I have always been early riser. I got this habit from my school days and I think it is one of the most important very good things in me :) For me if I do not get up on time I consider my day a waste. Seriously. If I can't do the first thing right then how can I expect the rest of the day as good.
There have been many times when I couldn't get up on time. The main reasons for this is lack of motivation or laziness. I usually get up at 4 AM every day and the moment alarm goes off I just get up and stand on my feet. Thats it. Rest of it is easy. Once I am up I never go back to bed.
I wish I could maintain this habit through out the year 365 days. I will try to do that this year!!
Al right the first week of this year ends today. The whole week was good overall and I am really happy that I actually spent time on various productive stuff. Today the day started well and I worked with good dedication till lunch time. Then things just got out of hand and I couldn't do much there after, that ok though.
It rained yesterday night and it is little cold during the day time as well. I wish the sun comes out tomorrow.
Yesterday I didnt do any work. It was my wife's birthday and I spent the whole day roaming around and planning the occassion. Finally I bought a barbeque and made paneer tikka in the evening. It was really fun, the paneer tikkas turned out really well. I know I should have made some non veg item but my wife is vegetarian and on her birthday I just ate what likes. Today I will make mutton kebab. I had bought some precokked kebabs from republic of chicken and I will bbq them today. Can't wait.
It was nice to take a break yesterday after so long. I felt little fresh when I got up this morning. Today there were lot of things pending and I just got little scattered in doing all the tasks. So far the day is just ok if not great. I still need to do lot of things and I know I shouldn't be…
So far I have been blogging everyday this year, except 1st Jan. Today is 4th Jan. Things are going on track and as planned so far. I have set some goals for myself for this year and this time I just have this feeling that I will achieve most of them. I am trying to get more disciplined now and more than anything else I am trying to overcome procrastination, which is the habit of delaying things, mostly things that are either boring or little difficult to do. Last year I did improve a lot in various aspects but delaying things is something I needed to avoid. This year I have not really delayed things yet and I am sure I will not procrastinate in the future too.
I wanted to share my goals in this blog but I prefer to keep it personal. Though I can share some of the new things I am trying…
Yeterday I went to Metro Walk, Rohini with my wife. The first day of the year was good. I got up on my usual wake up time, got ready and started working. Yesterday I made one site live. It is the last website that I made for someone else. So I am glad that there won't be any more client work. I will spend the next 3 months 100% on preparing Drupal training videos. Last year I made some plans for myself and I set some goals. I achieve some of them and I failed in rest. That ok with me. Atleast now I know what wrong things I did. I also made some goals really big that I eventually couldnt achieve. So this year my goals would be easy and small and I will gradually add the difficulty level of my goals. Achieving goals is more important no matter how big or small they are. When you achieve…
